This year on has been an crazy insane experienced .... I have been thinking a lot about hell and saving souls after an article of this girl who went heaven and hell ... this suck ! Eternity ... who wanna spent their rest of they life living underworld which is the heart of the earth the hotest place ever ! With demon torturing .... not just the words like hiting and simply torture , is beyond that i never imagine .... I am still looking for answer why God got got no mercy anymore ? and He know the future and He still wanna create us and lucifer .... I rather not exist if a souls need to go to hell .... we are living things not material ... but God is my inventer  and I will not oppose His's words .... Just last saturday I went for chinese all soul day and it was my 1st experience with the chinese and 1st time knowing who is my ancestor was .... i am amaze my grandparent are millionaire not just rich but famous ... even whites got to serve them ... as they were praying and burning the money , I feel that my grandfather and great grands are more torment in hell ... it does affect i felt .... it torment them more .... they fire they burn was hot and i cannot imagine the souls down there are experiencing even worst than volcanoes .... but I am still praying that one day the souls in hell will get out of there and hopefully God forgive them and reunite us in heaven .... Is painful to read what i read .... i can have some illusion about there .... I really wonder why lucifer is so bloody stupid ... God gave him a position that is so high and many angels would love to have that position ....he did not appreaciate that his problem .... why influence the others and now humanity .... ? i really wonder does he has compassion ? no matter what he was close to Jesus Father God .... and I just don;t understand y position are authority is so important to apart from God for that position that is so not important when you got a great life to live ? If you wanna oppose God and hate God is your choice , dun influence us even from the beginning .... no matter how bad evil a human being is there is alway a characteristic we human have from God is love ... we still love and care for people .... that is one characteristic that was inherited from God .... No one deserve to go to hell .... not you not anyone .... is true they said Jesus is coming back soon .... is really soon as disaster has increase .... and whatever has been prophecy in the Bible .... I am just praying that not just me , my family and the world today onwards will go to heaven and hell is forbidden and even the souls that are in hell God will forgive them one day ! I have a dream and career of what I wanna be .... I cannot believe this article change my life and draw me back to God and i am willing to give up this career and serve the Lord and save souls .... but i will pray because I am currently very lost but I put my trust in God .... I rather be poor and die nothing then going to hell ... 

I don't really like to share emotions with people ! But I really need to outburst ! Life really upset me a lot ! I do my praying and I did my part ! But it still seem not right ! I don't get bully physically but verbally ! And it occurs non stop ! Just recently I was persecuted verbally for Christ ! And now I totally understand how it feel to become a pastor or the apostle position ! Is really not easy when you share you faith to others and the facts is people got their own opinion and like they will listen ! I have not been really walking right with God after my working life .... I turn a bitch ! I mean a real bitch ! I BMS a lot and that is not cool ! Seriously I change into a person that people hate it ! And I do realize people and either avoiding me or disrespectful to me and their body language sign is obvious ! Is a different world out there ! I regret in the past of my childish-ness that causes what I am today ! I got no certificate , I got no dignity and after living high school life was lonely .... I created this disaster for myself ... And my attitude has became worst and worst through the years that comes . Just really disappointed in what I have done and you can't turn back and change it . It really disappointing that I did not study hard and now I got to be disdain by people that ever asked me about my studies and educational life ! really people don;t give a look at you ! You will come to a age when people adults are not going to give you chances and damn anymore ... There were be no sympathy for anyone anymore because you are on your own ! And friends cannot be trusted . I don't trust and believe in friendship . I seriously don;t ! I can live without that . Is either you come or live . ! Is does not affect me at all ! Is all about you trusting the Lord. I realize all this years I rely too much and depend on human being and many time without fail they disappointed me so badly . Not to blame them . Human are born selfish so am I ! Whatever is it , God has been without me and that I can't deny ! I don;t know why is He not listening but I always can feel Him and that is not exaggerating ! Because when you believe in Him , you automatically know He is there and you can feel it ! I am not that happy anymore in life . I guess when you don;t love yourself and look at yourself so much . this is how you will feel . In the outside , People always never fail to tell me how selfish and prideful I am , thats why they can;t never see my organs ! You have no idea at all how much I don;t wanna be me ! How much I wanna die once upon in my life when all circumstances in lives I am facing through is me alone going through it . Not even my parent . I never said they don;t love me . I know they do a lot ! I will never blame them of my life and what I am today . They did their job and that is totally enough ! I have responsibilities to take in my life ! they did an awesome job ! I never once go through hard time with someone else . Like where on earth are you lord ? Seriously ! But my faith in You will never fade away ! All I need to do is trust in You , in all You do ! I am not capable of my live . But strongly You are ! I am good at hurting and cursing people nowaday .... but what I do realize in the end I am even more hurt than the actual person ! I kill myself with the bullet! How intellectual I am right ? there so many more things to learn . and I don;t know which step to step on first . I try to run when I can't walk ! Wtf ! that is the usually me . I am impatience ! FML me ! But thank God He did not abandon me and give me a prophecy ! And I hope it will be fulfill ! I can't wait !

United State of America

I love America ! I grew up with everything that deal with that Country ... but what hurt me the most is that America will be destroy by God ... It has stated in Revelation chapter 17-18 ! I really pray God have mercy upon them before that event happen ! America is the future Babylonian that was mention in the Bible and prophecy by John , Isaiah , Jeremiah and many more ! God judgement of this country is gonna be severely terrible ... is even worst than Sodom & Gomorrah and the origin Babylonian ! During the time of Sodom & Gomorrah ,  there is no such things of pornograhy video or internet . But yet the Lord of Israel destroy them because of sexual . Sexual sin is the worst sin according to the Bible ! While I was reading about the destruction of America , my heart was so burden and destroy . I seriously plan to go there soon . Since a child , I alway wanted to own an American citizenship.... guess tat won't happen ! but a holiday there must be a must ! The nation of America will be destroy in less than an hour according to the bible .... I trust every words the Bible said ! Because it lead me to the future acordingly ! America need to be destroy in order the following event to occur mean the returning of Jesus ! then the next will be the tribulation which there is one world government and the rise of hte Anti-Christ ! It seriously killing me inside ! sometime i really dun understand our God .... I mean does not He know what is going on in the Future ? Hell was not created for us , but why still God know many will go to hell and why let it happen ? This is something I can't question because I am not the creater ! Can you ever imagine America no longer existed ? I will go insane i tell you .... The end time is s near than I never thought ! is gonna happen in this generation .... Many thing Malaysian does not noe wats happening out there because some people does not allow us to know ... there are so many things happening out there and we are still not alert .... we better thank our God for livng here although I am not proud of it ! I can't imagine hollywood and all the celebrities will be gone ! Juz vanish !  Now Revelation 17 and 18 specifically then must be dual, they speak of America and the entire later Mother Babylonian system. This is why Rev 18 and 14 say "Babylon has fallen (1), has fallen (2)". It's dual, and not limited to one fulfillment. American, called technically a daughter of Babylon by Jeremiah and Isaiah, can only fall once. Then the full and final embodiment of Babylon, The Beast, will fall 3½ years later when Messiah vaporizes its armies. cry me a river ....

Revelation 18 also tells people to leave America before she falls so to not take part in her sins and the judgment on them. Rev 18:4-5 — 4 And I heard another voice from heaven, saying, Come out of her, my people, that ye be not partakers of her sins, and that ye receive not of her plagues. 5 For her sins have reached unto heaven, and God hath remembered her iniquities.

I strongly pray that God have mercy upon America !

I hate hypocrites !
I hate people that are not genuine and fake !
I hate people that use me for their attention like embarrassing me for their pride !

Is because I respect and still give faces to each one of you ... is called Love !
Worst of all you idiots are my genes !
Stand up for myself? Like I don;t have the guts ....
Adults = to disappoinment ...Yall are never a role model !

I have been living a life shutting up ....
And years has passes one by one ,  You were suppose to be mature
But damn me , i was so wrong !

How much longer this issues need to carry on?
You guys never learn?
Why attention? Why Pride? How old are you?
Wrinkles are already so obvious !
Dun ever tell me about God ....
Your behavior is so out of the Bible and is so obvious

I am a Christian ... and a Man !
Christian has many type FYI ....
And For your category , is lukewarm !
I am not perfect dun wanna be perfect !
Being mean is not a good things ... is never a good things to get hurt

I Sinssss and will never be perfect till that day come
If you scold me 4 my own good and have to do it in public , hell I dun care i am willing to let you do it
But if is for your pride , back off !
I wanna learn in life not to be use for once
Everyone hate being disdain

You are forgiven but I am still angry
But I still love you even you are a bitch like I am
I won;t calculate so much bout tis small matter
But i am still piss off ! Yeesh...

Hell is Real...

Don't be fooled!



People don't like to hear about hell. But I'm here to tell you that if Jesus is not your Lord and Savior, you are on your way to hell. Some of you will be upset at this bad news. You think that I'm all gloom and doom. Tell me this...if your house were on fire, would you want me to let you know? Of course you would. You'd probably thank me for telling you. Well, if you go to hell, YOU will be the one on fire.


Hell may not be a politically correct topic these days, but many people enter hell everyday. Out of the 120,000 people that die everyday, most end up in hell. Hell is a real place despite the fact that people laugh and say that they want to go there. They simply don't understand how terrible hell is. Just because you've never seen hell doesn't mean it doesn't exist. We have a searing, accurate description of what hell is like in God's word. (We'll get to some scriptures in a minute) Hell is awful and if you don't believe in Jesus, you'd better get on the stick or else that's going to be your eternal destination.



Satan, the god of this world, WILL NOT always cause havoc. His doom is already foretold, "And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever." (Revelation 20:10)



Did you know that if you do not belong to Jesus Christ you belong to Satan? You don't have to be a card carrying Satanist to serve Satan. You don't have to be a murderer, drunkard or drug addict, either. All you have to do is ignore Jesus Christ. If you don't have Jesus today, you are deceived and hell bound--you are a child of hell, a child of the devil.



How many times have I heard someone say, "A loving God wouldn't put His creatures in hell." Well I have news for you, friend, God is not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance (II Peter 3:9). Know ye not that hell was not created for man? Hell was created for the devil and his angels--



Then shall he say also unto them on the left hand, Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, PREPARED FOR THE DEVIL AND HIS ANGELS. (Matthew 25:41)

Men go to hell because they choose the devil's way and reject the Lord Jesus Christ. God is holy and will not allow any sin in His kingdom. As a result, when people die in their sins they are forever banished from the presence of God to a fiery place called hell--a place of shame, contempt, and torment. Incidentally, Satan won't be ruling in the lake of fire. He'll be condemned and tormented just like everybody else--



the devil...shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever. (Revelation 20:10)

Think about this...God, out of profound love for you--a vile sinner who has transgressed His commandments--let His own beautiful, dear Son be sacrificed for YOUR sins! Jesus wasn't a sinner. He didn't sin one time. He didn't die for Himself. He died for you. To save YOU. That's why He is called the Saviour. Because He SAVES from hell and sin! If you reject His sacrifice and trod it underfoot it should not be too hard for you to understand that the same God who sacrificed His beloved Son will expeditiously cast your rebellious hind parts into hell and the lake of fire. NOTHING unclean will ever enter God's heaven--and all unregenerate people are unclean. I too was once dead in trespasses and sins, but one lovely day I turned my face to Jesus and got washed in the blood. You can too--no matter what you've done.



Come now, and let us reason together, saith the LORD: though your sins be as scarlet, they shall be as white as snow; though they be red like crimson, they shall be as wool. Isaiah 1:18

God does not want you in hell! Jesus came to save you from that horrible place! Get right with Jesus and you won't go there! Look at these scriptures:



As I live, saith the Lord GOD, I have no pleasure in the death of the wicked; but that the wicked turn from his way and live: turn ye, turn ye from your evil ways; for why will ye die... (Ezekiel 33:11)



The Lord is...not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance. (II Peter 3:9)



The Bible says that God loves you so much that the Creator of this universe (Jesus Christ) came to "taste death" for every man. Jesus wasn't just some baby for a manger scene. He is God come in the flesh to destroy the power of death and hell--He holds the keys, people! If you say yes to Jesus, hell won't be your final destination. If you say no to Jesus, hell will be your eternal home. There is no getting out and no comfort--it's everlasting.



Regardless of whether you believe it or not, hell exists and the Bible says that it is never full. I've heard folks say that hell is not mentioned in the Bible or that hell is just the grave. Well, let's take a look at what the Bible says. Here are a few scriptures that deal with hell and the lake of fire (at the final judgment, hell, death and those not written in the book of life will be cast into the lake fire):



Matthew 25:41 (Jesus speaking to people at final judgment), ...Depart from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire, prepared for the devil and his angels.



Revelation 14:11, And the smoke of their torment ascendeth up for ever and ever: and they have no rest day nor night...



Revelation 20:12, 15, And I saw the dead, small and great, stand before God; and the books were opened: and another book was opened, which is the book of life...And whosoever was not found written in the book of life was cast into the lake of fire.



Matthew 10:28, And fear not them which kill the body, but are not able to kill the soul: but rather fear him which is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.



Luke 12:5, But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which AFTER he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.



Matthew 18:8, 9 Wherefore if thy hand or thy foot offend thee, cut them off, and cast them from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life halt or maimed, rather than having two hands or feet to be cast into everlasting fire. And if thine eye offend thee, pluck it out, and cast it from thee: it is better for thee to enter into life with one eye, rather than having two eyes to be cast into hell fire.



Matthew 25:46, And these shall go away into EVERLASTING punishment: but the righteous into life eternal.



II Thessalonians 1:9 Who shall be punished with EVERLASTING destruction from the presence of the Lord, and from the glory of his power.



Isaiah 66:24, And they shall go forth, and look upon the carcasses of the men that have transgressed against me: for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched; and they shall be abhorring unto all flesh.



Mark 9:44 (speaking of hell), Where their worm dieth not, and the fire is not quenched.



Jude 7, Sodom and Gomorrha...are set forth for an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.



Matthew 22:13, ...Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth.



Matthew 13:41-42, The Son of man (Jesus) shall send forth his angels, and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that offend, and them which do iniquity; and shall cast them into a furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth.



Revelation 21:8, But the fearful, and unbelieving, and the abominable, and murderers, and whoremongers, and sorcerers, and idolaters, and all liars, shall have their part in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone: which is the second death.



Psalm 9:17, The wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God.



Isaiah 14:99-11, 15 (referring to Lucifer), Hell from beneath is moved for thee to meet thee at thy coming: it stirreth up the dead for thee...all they shall speak and say unto thee, Art thou also become weak as we? art thou become like unto us? Thy pomp is brought down to the grave, and the noise of thy viols: the worm is spread under thee, and the worms cover thee...thou shalt be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit.



Daniel 12:2, And many of them that sleep in the dust of the earth shall awake, some to everlasting life, and some to shame and EVERLASTING contempt.





The following is a true story as told by the Lord Jesus in Luke 16:19-31:



19. There was a certain rich man, which was clothed in purple and fine linen, and fared sumptuously every day:

20. And there was a certain beggar named Lazarus, which was laid at his gate, full of sores,



21. And desiring to be fed with the crumbs which fell from the rich man's table: moreover the dogs came and licked his sores.



22. And it came to pass, that the beggar died, and was carried by the angels into Abraham's bosom: the rich man also died, and was buried;



23. And in hell he lift up his eyes, being in torments, and seeth Abraham afar off, and Lazarus in his bosom.



24. And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame.



25. But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.



26. And beside all this, between us and you there is a great gulf fixed: so that they which would pass from hence to you cannot; neither can they pass to us, that would come from thence.



27. Then he said, I pray thee therefore, father, that thou wouldest send him to my father's house:



28. For I have five brethren; that he may testify unto them, lest they also come into this place of torment.



29. Abraham saith unto him, They have Moses and the prophets; let them hear them.



30. And he said, Nay, father Abraham: but if one went unto them from the dead, they will repent.



31. And he said unto him, If they hear not Moses and the prophets, neither will they be persuaded, though one rose from the dead.



Sinner, you will either TURN from your sins to Jesus or you will BURN for your sins. You will repent or you perish. If you reject the Lord Jesus Christ, you will be tormented in the flames forever without a single, solitary hope. Hell is real but you can be saved. God has no pleasure that you should die in your sins. There is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth (Luke 15:10).

Everything happen for a reason ... What have to happen it got to happen , no matter how much we intend to change it  still got to happen .... Try to change God's plan for the world U r so screw ! Tis few months since I started working , life has change ... I started to look to the sky with my nose up high elevation til the end ... walking on sunshine arrogantly ! Wat a Bee-yotch me rite? And seriously I hav totally abandoned God coz of my lack in faith and disappointment in Him like totally ! But I feel so empty deep within me and life is so meaningless although I get what I wan ! Happiness won't last ... it come from the world I dun need it ... I wan joy totally ... Is eternity and it never end till forever .... Bcoz God has mercy toward people , Tats y I am forgiven n release in stress n guiltiness ... Thnx to God's people bringing me back to the path tat connect me bck to 333 instead of Digi or maxis ! It has been great connecting bck to God ... Feel so much more joyful ... So many things to bitch n tel him bout life n connection ! Time is going to pass so soon , n things r going to change very soon , But our God from a million years to a billion years will still be the same  ! Sometime by looking at the stars n nature of God's creation , It bring u peace automatic for no reason ... By looking at the nature at the same time , I see promises and signs from Him ... Is very significant ....Pain? I called tat Beautiful disaster .... every moment is a moment of appreaciation to me ... is hard .... who said it wasn't not hard ? But enjoy n learn  from everything ... I dun need prediction of my future .... I wan to experieces every single bit n being surprises by God blessing ... the road is long , up down situation issues will occur continuously , but all glory goes to God at the end ! Btw , God didnt say going club is a sin !

XOXO!

Reality is so fun...WOW !

I will slap any teenage that don't appreaciate the values they have now ... Baha...No I am serious !

 I slap myself a few time for being a Bitch ! Taking things for granted ... Wasting my money as if I got a billion ! Omg ! Now I think back slapping is juz not enough ! Ever since I started working I realize money is damn hard to earn...
I thought I was smart enough to live in the real world so soon...But I over-praise me myself and I...Is totally a different world... all kind of people and moster ! Adults are really complicated !

When they are mean , they dun giv a shit u r a child or wat , juz fuck you ! There is no longer mercy and patience I see in them like I use to when I was younger... is actually really scary ! But is good tat I am going through all this back-stabbing bitch kind of things , It prepare me in the future ! To those tat are still living in your comfort zone , I mean a total lazy ass like me , appreaciate whatever you have and tressure it deeply from your heart...fact is time dun wait.... and when is gone , dun even think of crying bcoz you are reading this and I juz told you so ! Values what you have now , not juz saving up moneys , human being around? Money gonna be a great jealousy in the reality ! People are gonna bitch stabb u like non stop whether you got a good heart or watever !  Is a nature ! I am a totally not an truly experiences person in this reality world , I am juz a beginer....many things worst shall come n attack me ! So be prepare for everything ! No more waiting , coz the next thing i Know is my foot stepping on your throat ! Baha , Is a concern post ... JOJO